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Monday, December 6, 2010


mood : waiting…..and waiting…….
huh…
tired….that is the best word to describe me rite now….
hari ni…hari yg ke 15 ak kije kat cni…..
btol la…mmg letih jdik designer ni (sume kije pon letih)…
sometimes memerah idea yg mmg x nk kuar…bkn xnk kuar…
tapi xd…ak da menjelajah ke segenap otak ak…
kat sume simpang…mmg xd idea…kuikuikui..
cam skg ni la…sbb tu smpt membloging….huhuhu…
ngah elok sketch idea utk project bru ak..(huhu ak de project bru tau)
tb2 stuck….ak jenis x reti nak dok diam bl wat design…
ak akn jln2…pastu smbong blk wat design…
tp xkn ak nk brjln kat cni…tp satu je habit ak bl wat design yg ak x leh x wat…
ngok cite katon smbil wat work…kuikuikui…
sume cite katon ak tibai…walaupon de yg da ngok…
die bagi cam satu inspirasi tau…kdg2 kt x pasan…
cam idea tu leh kuar mengalir je bl ak ngok cite katon…
tp kdg2 x jugak…huhuhu td baru pas meeting…
emm..byk kije nk wat…huh…
tb2 rs nak mam pudding koktail plak…
t dpt gaji wat la…ish…gaji x dpt agi ni…
punye la nk saving…da 2 minggu ak x mam nasik…huh
gile ah….eh x x…mgu lps 2 kali ak mam nasik…t upon bos ak blnje huhu…
ak xd beli nasik pon…mgu ni mmg x mkn nasik lgsg…
megi ngn roti je….
bgs gak…bl bz2 ni…lupe psl mam..
lgpon duit mmg xd pon…
xd sgt da huhuhu….

mood : xcited wif my new project….
huhuhu (ketawe cerie)…
my bos suggest utuk dptkn geran dari mosti for my design…
n…rite now i’m working on it….beside other project…
insyaallah…if didn’t have anything…
this month i will submit my first proposal to datuk sharifah from mosti…
geran tu agak byk….more than 1 million…insyaallah…
i hope i will get a chance…
n many others proposal from will coming soon insyaallah…
x leh cite byk lg…t leh citer lg…stkat ni je dulu…
ade perkembangan lg…ak akn share huhuhu…

mood : nak masok bab tuuuut cket laa….
nk tau smthing x…
ak rs cam ap ntah skg ni….
rindu kat die le…
tp bl ak msj die hari2…n die x replay…
mule2 dlu ak pk…xpla die x replay…
tp skg ak trpikir….myb die x suke kot…
so…ak stop sending her mssge….
ntahnye ak ni…cbokkn owg je…
tye mcm2….
owg tu xd ap ak je yg cbok….
xpla…kalu die hepi…alhamdulillah…
emm…

Friday, November 26, 2010


i think…..
mood : searching for idea….
rini hari ke 6 ak kije….beshnyeeeee huhuhu….
ak bebas nak kuarkan idea…
ak bebas nak bg pndapat…
ak bebas nak olah idea ak…
huuuhu…i’m really hepi…
alhamdulillah…ak hepi sgt…
sbb mcm2 prncgn yg bos ak prepare utk ak….
die ckp die tkt lau ak nk kije tmpt len bl ak grade t…
huhu…tu ak x tau lg leer…die tye ak bape monthly income yg ak nk bl da grade t…
emmm….lau 10k per month rsnye ok x…kuikuikui
mati terduduk bos ak…
tapi insyaallah…selagi ade owg yg appreciate work ak…ak akn cb wat yg trbek…
ak pon nk penuhi impian ak yg mcm2 ni…
tapi wat ms skg ni…ak tmpukan kat project utk sabah ni…
and also project degree ler…penting tuuuuu…
mncabo gak bnde ni….
explore something yg jauh dari ak….
sabah traditional art and pattern…
die len cket dri melayu n islamic punye…
tp…ak suke…mnmbah pengalaman huhu…
tapi saat ak menulis ni…
ak ngah kekeringan idea…
stuck habess…
sbb tu leh membloging huhuhu..
sowey ye bos…huhuhu…

mood : missing….
tet tet…tet tet…
“jak..bear y awk bg tu ilg..jtuh”
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+6017xxxxxx4
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+60120000015
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24-nov-2010
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uik…
ptg tu gak after work…ak g carik bear baru…
n anto ke xx…
even bnde tu just a key chain…
but its mean something for me…
ak xnk die rs brslh plak sbb bear tu ilang…
ak x ksh rs ssh….jnji die hepi…
ak hepi kalu die hepi ;)…
slagi ak mmpu…n slgi ak ad ms…
ak akn wat die hepi….
ak akn appreciate owg yg ak syg….
x ksh ar die suke ak ke x huhuhu...
even bnde tu just a simple things…
sometimes when we care about just a simple things…
it is so meaningfull….
skrg2nye…sbgi kngan utk ak…bl ak trngat kat die…
akn ad cerite yg jdk kenangan utk ak simpan…
n ak blh bukak blk bl2 ms….
sbb…
ak xxxxxx xxx xxxxxx-xxxxxx…huhuhu

mood: nk sambung work….
arrrgggghhhhh………….

Sunday, November 21, 2010


my short holiday
mood : lil’ hepi…..
emm….skg ni kat s.alam….
after about 5 days at my home town….
for raya aidiladha…
smlm bru smpi….
ni bru ad ms nk blogging…
emmm…lil’ hepi???...
sbb dpt rht kat umah…
stlah pnt 1 sem ngn work…
dpt smbt bestday my lil' younger sister jiha...
along die ni mskkn die daging msk merah...pastu watkan puding cocktail...
i luv cooking....
huhuhu..da beco da adik ak...tp umo kecik agi kuikuikui...
n now nk kije ah…esok start…huhuu…
x pnt ke ak ni…pnt…sp ckp x pnt…
tp…bl kt nk smthing kt kene la korbankn something…
kt x mgkin dpt sume bnd dlm dunie ni…
byk  prncgn sbenonye utk dmulkan skg…
mksd ak…ak nk start ap yg ak plan…
byk sgt bnd dlm pale ni….
for the first, ak nk cb knlkn diri ak kat market…
dsgn ak…
idea ak…
tomorrow is the day…
and then…i’ll grab one by one all my dream….
insyaallah…kalau allah izinkan….
kt just blh rancang tp allah yg tntukan…
ak snts brdoa agar sgl yg drancang akn trcapai….

mood : nothing….
rambut dibelai, jari2 diramas…
emm…tu la yg mak akn wat kalu ak dok sblh die…
even umo ak da 22….tp ak rs ak bruntung sgt sbb…still rs dimanje…huhuhu
xdlah…walaupon da beso…tp…rs sgt owg syg kat kt bl wat cmtu…
lg2 bl mak yg wat….ibu ak pon xd cmtu kuikuikui…
dri kecik mmg ak dok ngn mak….
tng je rs bl die usap rambut….ramas jari….
dulu…time sekolh…bl ak blk lmbt je
msti mak tgu dpn umah…
lau lmbat gile…
msti mak nangis…
smpi cmtu mak punye caring…
ak x rs rimas pon…mule2 dl ad la…
tp bl lm2 bru kt sdr…die syg sgt2 kat kt…
sayaaaaaaaaaaang sgt kat mak a.k.a nenek aku leer..

mood : thinking…
smlm ms on da way nk ke kl…
ak brmesej leer ngn sowg mmber ni…
knl kat plkn…bini owg leer…
sj die msj…da lm x cntct..
msj pyee msj pyee msj…tup tup…die tye..
ko xde awek ke jak..
uik??..
awek??...
emmm…
emmmm lg…
awek…
xdeee…huhuhu…
ntahla…nobody can replace her…
mizz her so much…
emmm…i’m tired…

Saturday, November 13, 2010


Mood: waiting for sleep…

Baru blk dri uptown s.alam…
Btolkan jam…
X blh lau x pki jam…
So kene la merajinkan diri pegi btolkn…
So….now….rs sng hati coz
Jam da leh pki huhu…

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smbil tulis bertemankan my luvly kampai ice lemon
n 2 bijik egg tart....yang….
x brp sdp…huhuhu..cerewet…
da hmpir seminggu x topup henfon….
td baru topup….n td bru msj die…
sng hati ak lau msj die…x ksh la die replay ke x huhuhu..
trs sgt2 lah boring….x tau nk wat ape….
myb esok blk kampong….
windu leer..kat sume owg…especially my mom….
jumaat mggu dpn da start kije…..x sabo rsnye….
nak mengekspresikan idea yg ngah xde ni…huhuhu
n…development for product design…furniture design….thesis…
my furniture design hv been selected for miff 2011…
so…myb i will join the furniture exhibition with my own design
next year….on march….
really2 excited….

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mood: sleepy
after da final paper…
ngn xde ap2 prncgn…ak g camping ngn mmber2…
kat sungai chongkak…wlupon dkt…tp besh…
really2 exciting place…
explore the nature…
2 days and 1 night…
menghilangkan tensen yg da berkurun berkumpul kat dlm pale otak ni…
smpi kat sn teros buang sume tensen tu kat sungai…
hijau daun…bunyi air mengalir….embun kat daun….
fuhhh…btol2 tenang rsnye…
kebesaran mu ya allah…
hye dgn melihat ciptaan mu, ak brs tenang….
ngat nak naik broga hill…tapi x pki kst…
so…i’ll be back…insyaallah….