i think…..

mood : searching for idea….

rini hari ke 6 ak kije….beshnyeeeee huhuhu….

ak bebas nak kuarkan idea…

ak bebas nak bg pndapat…

ak bebas nak olah idea ak…

huuuhu…i’m really hepi…

alhamdulillah…ak hepi sgt…

sbb mcm2 prncgn yg bos ak prepare utk ak….

die ckp die tkt lau ak nk kije tmpt len bl ak grade t…

huhu…tu ak x tau lg leer…die tye ak bape monthly income yg ak nk bl da grade t…

emmm….lau 10k per month rsnye ok x…kuikuikui

mati terduduk bos ak…

tapi insyaallah…selagi ade owg yg appreciate work ak…ak akn cb wat yg trbek…

ak pon nk penuhi impian ak yg mcm2 ni…

tapi wat ms skg ni…ak tmpukan kat project utk sabah ni…

and also project degree ler…penting tuuuuu…

mncabo gak bnde ni….

explore something yg jauh dari ak….

sabah traditional art and pattern…

die len cket dri melayu n islamic punye…

tp…ak suke…mnmbah pengalaman huhu…

tapi saat ak menulis ni…

ak ngah kekeringan idea…

stuck habess…

sbb tu leh membloging huhuhu..

sowey ye bos…huhuhu…

mood : missing….

tet tet…tet tet…

“jak..bear y awk bg tu ilg..jtuh”

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uik…

ptg tu gak after work…ak g carik bear baru…

n anto ke xx…

even bnde tu just a key chain…

but its mean something for me…

ak xnk die rs brslh plak sbb bear tu ilang…

ak x ksh rs ssh….jnji die hepi…

ak hepi kalu die hepi ;)…

slagi ak mmpu…n slgi ak ad ms…

ak akn wat die hepi….

ak akn appreciate owg yg ak syg….
x ksh ar die suke ak ke x huhuhu...

even bnde tu just a simple things…

sometimes when we care about just a simple things…

it is so meaningfull….

skrg2nye…sbgi kngan utk ak…bl ak trngat kat die…

akn ad cerite yg jdk kenangan utk ak simpan…

n ak blh bukak blk bl2 ms….

sbb…

ak xxxxxx xxx xxxxxx-xxxxxx…huhuhu

mood: nk sambung work….

arrrgggghhhhh………….

my short holiday

mood : lil’ hepi…..

emm….skg ni kat s.alam….

after about 5 days at my home town….

for raya aidiladha…

smlm bru smpi….

ni bru ad ms nk blogging…

emmm…lil’ hepi???...

sbb dpt rht kat umah…

stlah pnt 1 sem ngn work…
dpt smbt bestday my lil' younger sister jiha...
along die ni mskkn die daging msk merah...pastu watkan puding cocktail...
i luv cooking....
huhuhu..da beco da adik ak...tp umo kecik agi kuikuikui...

n now nk kije ah…esok start…huhuu…

x pnt ke ak ni…pnt…sp ckp x pnt…

tp…bl kt nk smthing kt kene la korbankn something…

kt x mgkin dpt sume bnd dlm dunie ni…

byk  prncgn sbenonye utk dmulkan skg…

mksd ak…ak nk start ap yg ak plan…

byk sgt bnd dlm pale ni….

for the first, ak nk cb knlkn diri ak kat market…

dsgn ak…

idea ak…

tomorrow is the day…

and then…i’ll grab one by one all my dream….

insyaallah…kalau allah izinkan….

kt just blh rancang tp allah yg tntukan…

ak snts brdoa agar sgl yg drancang akn trcapai….

mood : nothing….

rambut dibelai, jari2 diramas…

emm…tu la yg mak akn wat kalu ak dok sblh die…

even umo ak da 22….tp ak rs ak bruntung sgt sbb…still rs dimanje…huhuhu

xdlah…walaupon da beso…tp…rs sgt owg syg kat kt bl wat cmtu…

lg2 bl mak yg wat….ibu ak pon xd cmtu kuikuikui…

dri kecik mmg ak dok ngn mak….

tng je rs bl die usap rambut….ramas jari….

dulu…time sekolh…bl ak blk lmbt je

msti mak tgu dpn umah…

lau lmbat gile…

msti mak nangis…

smpi cmtu mak punye caring…

ak x rs rimas pon…mule2 dl ad la…

tp bl lm2 bru kt sdr…die syg sgt2 kat kt…

sayaaaaaaaaaaang sgt kat mak a.k.a nenek aku leer..

mood : thinking…

smlm ms on da way nk ke kl…

ak brmesej leer ngn sowg mmber ni…

knl kat plkn…bini owg leer…

sj die msj…da lm x cntct..

msj pyee msj pyee msj…tup tup…die tye..

ko xde awek ke jak..

uik??..

awek??...

emmm…

emmmm lg…

awek…

xdeee…huhuhu…

ntahla…nobody can replace her…

mizz her so much…

emmm…i’m tired…

Mood: waiting for sleep…

Baru blk dri uptown s.alam…

Btolkan jam…

X blh lau x pki jam…

So kene la merajinkan diri pegi btolkn…

So….now….rs sng hati coz

Jam da leh pki huhu…

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smbil tulis bertemankan my luvly kampai ice lemon

n 2 bijik egg tart....yang….

x brp sdp…huhuhu..cerewet…

da hmpir seminggu x topup henfon….

td baru topup….n td bru msj die…

sng hati ak lau msj die…x ksh la die replay ke x huhuhu..

trs sgt2 lah boring….x tau nk wat ape….

myb esok blk kampong….

windu leer..kat sume owg…especially my mom….

jumaat mggu dpn da start kije…..x sabo rsnye….

nak mengekspresikan idea yg ngah xde ni…huhuhu

n…development for product design…furniture design….thesis…

my furniture design hv been selected for miff 2011…

so…myb i will join the furniture exhibition with my own design

next year….on march….

really2 excited….

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mood: sleepy

after da final paper…

ngn xde ap2 prncgn…ak g camping ngn mmber2…

kat sungai chongkak…wlupon dkt…tp besh…

really2 exciting place…

explore the nature…

2 days and 1 night…

menghilangkan tensen yg da berkurun berkumpul kat dlm pale otak ni…

smpi kat sn teros buang sume tensen tu kat sungai…

hijau daun…bunyi air mengalir….embun kat daun….

fuhhh…btol2 tenang rsnye…

kebesaran mu ya allah…

hye dgn melihat ciptaan mu, ak brs tenang….

ngat nak naik broga hill…tapi x pki kst…

so…i’ll be back…insyaallah….

Mood : nothing…..

Pas solat subuh tadi….teros dok kat meje studi

Nak smbong study philosophy of art n design

Tapi… tb2 mood…..

Hilang….

Kosong….

Nape ni…..nak study ni….

Dri pukul 6:30 pgi….dok je kat meje study…

Tapi x wat pe….carik mood yg hlg tu…

Emmm…die skt…ntah..kne flu n cough…

Cian die…smg die cpt smbh…coz nk study…

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Mood : alone….

Kdg2 kn…emm….xd pe2 ler…

Sj je gimik huhuhu….

Emm…I have my self, my family and some fwenz…….

And they are the most valuable things that I have in my life….

I really2 appreciate anything that I have…

But sometimes others can’t understand it….

Huh…ape ler ak merepek ni….

Tp yg pntg…ak btol2 rs nothing skg ni…help me plzz…

Chiaoww….