mewarna "pelangi".....
Bersujud syukur aku padamu Ya Allah....
Menadah tangan memohon restuMu.....
Menitipkan namaMu di bibirku....
Berteleku aku.....
Menyesali diri....
Amat hina aku Ya Allah...
Terlalu leka aku dengan duniaMu....
Berilah aku ruang.....
Untuk membetulkan khilafku...
Agar aku mampu untuk menghadapi akhiratMu.....
Amin Ya Allah.......
kdgkale kt sngkkn pns hge ke ptg...
tp rupe2 nye hujan d tghari....
tapi kt x tau sebenarnye Allah nk bg kt pelangi...
byk sgt bnd yg brlaku dlm life ni ak rs ak x mmpu nk tanggung....
mimpi....
cita-cita....
impian....
matlamat....
emmm....mmpu ke ak nk tanggung bnde ni sowg2...
InsyaAllah...sujud syukur ak pd Allah...
yg bg ak kkuatan....
ngat lagi....ms pas form six dulu....sume ahli keluarge ak soh jadik cikgu...
emm...mak,makcik ngn pakcik sume soh camtu...
ibu ngn ayah je yg x ckp cmtu...mule rs cam nk mengalah je...
ak msuk form six bkn nk jdk cikgu...ak nk kejo impian ak...
rmi jgk yg mcm pndg rendah.....trmasuklah cikgu2....
tp ak...x ksh....sbb ak ad matlamat....
there is one day...my teacher said to me...that i have a talent in this field...
i feel so proud of it...he said, he don't know what is gonna happen if i didn't in that claz...
he told every teacher...he proud of me...
first time in my life...there are a person really appreciate
my talent....
my dream...
my ambition...
seronok sangat....ibu ngan ayah x ksah ap yg ak minat...
n after stpm....industrial design is my choice....
i remmber when i selected to go to da art n design interview...
after the panel see my personal information and my dad salary slip...
there have a interview panel that ask me one question...
"did your family can support u in this course?...u will use alot of money..."
yes sir....ak yakin ngn jawapan ak...walaupun ak tau family ak x mmpu...
tp ak sgup ssh untuk capai cita2 ak....
n now...here i am...industrial design student...
really hard.....sacrifice time and money...
ak penah rs x mkn 2 3 hari...just jamah roti or biskut...
ak sedih ibu ak sgup brlapar kat umah sbb nk bg ak duit...
ak rs brslh sgt....
mfkn along ibu....
kalu ak tau ak akn myusahkn ibu ak...
ak sgup lpkn cite2 ak...
tapi....ak tau...ibu ak sowg yg sgt kuat....
nk ak kene buktikan kat family ak...
ak belajar brjimat...supaye ak tau hdp ssh...
sbb kalu kt sng kt xkn hargai ap yg kt ad...
tp kalu kt sush dlu....kt akan bljr utk hargainye...
skg tgl x smpi sthun lgi....
x sgk ak mmpu smpi skg ni...
semoge ak ad kekuatan utk smpi ke akhir...
tiap titis air mate ibu aku...
akn aku bls insyaAllah.....
tiada wanita sehebat ibu ak dlm hdp ak...
Sayang hingga akhirat untuk ibu dan ayah...............................
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